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Name: nICK
Location: Arizona, United States
Birthday: 12/20/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Drumming, some guitar, sleep, writing poems and songs just 4 the hell of it, phone, AIM - babylonsmessiah, relaxing, listening 2 music, chillin, fire, pissing people off, laughing, condemning society, talking 2 my best chick friend amber, and depressing myself (which is bad and im not gunna do no more).
Expertise: Drumming, A little bit of guitar, lots of writing, talking.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 10/4/2003

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Friday, April 23, 2004

Currently Playing
Holy Wood (In The Shadow Of The Valley Of Death)
By Marilyn Manson
see related
- The Nobodies

whoa, I haven't written in here in forever.  A lot has happened, too much to explain in one entry.  I might start writing in here again just for the hell of it.  My fingers hurt from a guitar incident.  Owch.  Okay, well I'm done in here for today.  Going to the mall later.  Amber...  who knows...  God save us lol.

-yours-
Nick


Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Hmmm well, I want 2 go to the mall 2day, but Sam isnt online.  Idk when she gets out of practice.  if shes not online by 2 then i guess ill call jake.  ive got lots of cash 2 waste.  hmmm i want 2 do something!!!  me and amber got in a fight yesterday, cuz like i never see her and i felt like a distant friend, so i think we're doing something 2marrow.  she has 2 plan everything out though lol.  i dont think shes ever done that b4 with me.  who knows...  blah.  no1 that lives  near me reads this which i think is pretty funny. 


Sunday, December 28, 2003

Inhale - Stone Sour

Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me

There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME...someone tell me...
Someone - tell me

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

 

i dont like that band, but its a good song...


Thursday, December 18, 2003

Whoever Darklyvia is - thank you.  That guestbook entry made my day.   Im not sure if it was supposed to upset me, but it actually made me feel better.  That makes a lot of sense - so, if you dont mind, id like 2 say thanks.  lol.  Im not sure if you know what a journal is - but its usually  about the writer of that journal.  If you'd like 4 it 2 be about another person, then i think you're talking about a different sort of book, babe.  Yeah, sorry, but i dont exactly say much in this journal - so if you want 2 talk 2 me, my AIM is silencedmetalhed.  So - ill talk 2 you on there, if you have enough guts 2 talk 2 me in something other than a guestbook entry.  Im having a great day and nothing could ruin it - not even people like yourself.  Later doll.  And btw - ill treasure that entry always.

Nick


Wednesday, December 17, 2003

*yawn* fuck life.  Actually - why fuck life?  Idk - im not in the mood for saying anything 2 any1.  If you saw me 2day @ school and i didnt talk 2 you - im sorry.  I drained myself of all emotion first period, so after that, i didnt talk 2 any1.  Read my deadjournal if you need any more insight.  Ill post in here when i want 2.

Nick



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